why i too concerned with him?

hey, i'm confused..
i'm confused why i should not really care about him? but i'f he know it all, i do not to love with him. i just want him as my friend but i'm confused, why do i really care about him even though i only take it as a friend.but sometimes my little heart said "i love him" but i do not want to.
all my friends said it was not a problem.because he's good but i feelt there was something wrong?
i'm confused i have to do what? but i'm waiting for someone but he came and i was more concerned with him? what happened? what should i do?
i was told it was just a joke, but sometimes i speak im my heart that i really?
but he loves with others? but sometimes as he spoke to me about something, but i do not understand?i just let him even so.
anything because i'm waiting for someone else? but he know all about this, not only about the i'm waiting for someone else but on my attitude toward him, he know it
but i'm confused, he might have been loved by someone else. so i also have love with someone else but ehy do i really care about him?

i do not want to love more than love of friends, i just want to love him as a friend. but sometimes i can not? sometimes i feel different?
i should do? but my friends seemed to agree with everything i do with it?
i was afraid of? this has been running several days a week almost, i'm afraid it'll be theretoo sick or hurt if i continue to like this? i've though about this since a few days ago also and said the last word for this "i need to how and why i was too concerned with it?"


:'(?
byeeeee

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