story of my heart

i want a story about how i was to a boy.recently so he changed 100% i really feel he's changed really as i.but i also feel like i changed to him.i'm more attentive, more caring, more wanted him to be a better.but he also responded to me every well.yes, i was very happy with this situation altough i know for how long guns are all.gue sama dia kayak udah cukup tau lah kalo emang kita tuh lagi deket, deket yang beda kayak kita nih sama sama udah tau
'eh gue nih lagi seket lho sama lo' kata gue
'eh gue nih lagi care lho sama lo' kata dia
cuman tinggal nunggu waktu yang tepat aja. tapi emang ini ditunjukin baru baru ya setelah gue single. hehe
mungkin kalian semua ngga tau ya ini tuh siapa yang gue ceritain tapi cuman ada beberapa orang aja yang tau ini, hahaha iya karna cowo yang lagi gue ceritain ini ngga sama kayak cowo cowo yang biasanya.hehe gue suka sama dia tapi kalo sayang gue masih belom tau and i always miss him :') hahahaha.gue slalu support apa yang terbaik buat dia ;). ngga tau mau ngomong apalagi????? hehehhee yaudah yaaaa
bye bye

-hilya d'h

iseng

haaaaaaaaaai, setelah kemaren bersedih sekarang i wanna tell you something yang ngga penting sebenernya. tapi nga tau juga deh liat isinya aja ntar, soalnya gue sebeneernya iseng doang post blog haha oh iya gue post ini jam 12.10 lhoooooo hahaha
jadi hari ini itu mati lampu 7 setengah jam, yeeeeeeeah kalian harus tau PLN TAI BANGET NGGA SIH, udah mana dari jam 6 pagi sampe jam setengah 2 siang okeeeee gue tidur doang sedangkan nyokap gue dengan kebawelannya.sebenernya hari ini ada reunian sd gitu tapi setelah gue talk to amel kita berdua males jalan akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk ngga jadi dan kita ngga dateng hahaha maaf yaaaaaaaa.
oh iya congrats ya buat seendykopong.
eeeeeeeeeeeem jadi satnight ini gapenting.oke cari topik
kemaren jummat gue latian trus pas selesai latian gue disuruh lari keliling gelora gitu kan oke dikasih waktu sama pelatih gue cuman 10 menit.tapi tetep akhirnya kita bisa.trus balik pulang gue ke kinky gitu dulu kan makan dan blabla lamaaaaaa banget sampe akhirnya jam setengah 7 malem gue baru pulang nyampe jam 8 gitu lah.oke cari topik again eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeem
oh iya gue lagi naksir tas dan itu lucu banget tau nggaaaaaaa harganya 170 rbu gitu kan trus eeeem yaaaaa gitulah trus sekarang lagi ngumpulin duit deh kan ya buat beli haha cari topik again, apa yaaaaa ngga tau kenapa akhir akhir ini gue lagi pengen banget shopping but i don't know why setiap kali gue udah sampe tempatnya langsung ngga tertarik lagi tau ngga sih itu sesuatu hal yang SANGAT SANGAT BODOH HILYAAAAAAAA come on beybiiiiiiiiiii.
eh gue tambah sayang banget lho sekarang sama my samsung staaaaar ada fotonya lho hahaha

ini yang pertama, ada yang kedua

daaaaaan abis, gue nulis ini di jeda tau ngga tidur duluuuu trus gue dibangunin dan baru inget gue lagi ngepost hahaha.

sebenernya mau cerita tentang 8.2 tapi males kirim fotonya dulu gitu jadiiiiii kapan kapan aja ya okey.

oke gue ngantuk jadi udahan dulu ya ngepostnyaaaaaaaa byebyeeee

why i too concerned with him?

hey, i'm confused..
i'm confused why i should not really care about him? but i'f he know it all, i do not to love with him. i just want him as my friend but i'm confused, why do i really care about him even though i only take it as a friend.but sometimes my little heart said "i love him" but i do not want to.
all my friends said it was not a problem.because he's good but i feelt there was something wrong?
i'm confused i have to do what? but i'm waiting for someone but he came and i was more concerned with him? what happened? what should i do?
i was told it was just a joke, but sometimes i speak im my heart that i really?
but he loves with others? but sometimes as he spoke to me about something, but i do not understand?i just let him even so.
anything because i'm waiting for someone else? but he know all about this, not only about the i'm waiting for someone else but on my attitude toward him, he know it
but i'm confused, he might have been loved by someone else. so i also have love with someone else but ehy do i really care about him?

i do not want to love more than love of friends, i just want to love him as a friend. but sometimes i can not? sometimes i feel different?
i should do? but my friends seemed to agree with everything i do with it?
i was afraid of? this has been running several days a week almost, i'm afraid it'll be theretoo sick or hurt if i continue to like this? i've though about this since a few days ago also and said the last word for this "i need to how and why i was too concerned with it?"


:'(?
byeeeee

maaf ya kalo ada yang salah danberatakan hehe dan buat yang udah baca ini terutama teman teman deket gue tolong jangan dibahas yaaaa thankyou